Shine on you crazy diamond

‘Shine on you crazy Diamond’ 

I feel so much wanting and yearning, searching and pushing, failure and upset, unease and dissatisfaction, sadness and loneliness, depression and fatigue, anger and frustration, uncertainty and confusion. What i am doing wrong? Is there something im not able to see?

My Father in Heaven, show me the way home, show me how to face all this wanting and yearning, searching and pushing, failure and upset, unease and dissatisfaction, sadness and loneliness, depression and fatigue, anger and frustration, uncertainty and confusion.

‘’In every moment as much as your body is able to, breathe and smile, relax, slow down, pause if you must, remember the spark of Love that still dwells inside. No matter what you have done or said or thought in the past, that spark of Love dwells in you, dwells in you forever, for indeed my beloved child, you are eternal, as I Am eternal.

From this place of relaxation, turn to the wanting and yearning, searching and pushing, failure and upset, unease and dissatisfaction, sadness and loneliness, depression and fatigue, anger and frustration, uncertainty and confusion and say, thank you for wanting me and yearning for me, for searching and pushing for me, it is ok now, I Am here for you, I want to love you, show me how to love you, what can i do for you?

Listen for an answer. Follow your intuition. Follow through. Be honest and respond with integrity. You may not receive an answer, or these emotions may not believe you and may tell you to go away, in all sorts of language. You may have to come back again and again as no doubt they will eventually come back to you again and again like the hurt and broken abandoned children that they are, who want no one else’s love but yours. And when they do you will love them again and again and again because this is who you really are, Love. It is your natural state of being. You love effortlessly.

And then one day, they will come to you again, all together, in a tsunami of deep fathomless emotion, flooding your whole body and you will shake and quiver, cry and gasp for breath as you are being smothered and in that moment you will remember to breath and relax and smile and love and you will say ‘Thank you wanting and yearning, searching and pushing, failure and upset, unease and dissatisfaction, sadness and loneliness, depression and fatigue, anger and frustration, uncertainty and confusion, for you have shown me that no matter how hard it gets, how dark, i can still shine the Light of Love in the darkness, for this is who i really am, Love.

So be the Love that you are, claim it, this is your time now. Be alive in Love. Be all-one in Love. Feel your Love. Step into your power. Stand in your power, fully present with every fibre and bone in your beautiful body and shine radiatiantly dear beloved child of mine. ‘Shine on you crazy diamond’ 

I Love You”