Oh Jesus i’m tired, tired of trying
Trying to control certainty in unpredictability
Give me fantasy
All that i want i have
Let me live in fantasy
All the pleasure i can dream is mine
I will follow the instincts and intuition of my
omnipotent heart and only my omnipotent heart
And live
On this beautiful summers ene
I fall on a bench along the quay and sun myself,
letting the water wash over me,
with the crows cawing loud in the trees.
Heavens this moment in time,
where a heart once wearied now finds ease



Inspired by a poem found on the Gasworks Bridge Clonmel, by Charles J Boland feb 1892

image Dawn by Alice Popkorn.



Published by fionntáin

In 2005 i had a profound spiritual experience leading me to record my debut album, ‘Under the Great Shady Tree’. I have faced depression, sadness, anger, jealousy, guilt, sexual craving, loss, grief, disapproval, fear, loneliness and many other emotions and have found the strength within to keep going. In 2015 i had another profound spiritual experience which opened my heart wider still, and allows me today to see that everything we experience is here to help us. Today i have left most of the modalities i have practiced in the past and live with the ever increasing knowing that I am the creator of my reality. I am the only one.

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