in 2007 i gave up my architecture business because i was physically, emotionally and mentally exhausted, from the void music arose and i recorded an album, began a music career following the old music business model and found that that sort of thing, wasn’t my sort of thing…. i was surprised that the most favourableContinue reading “musical meanderings, miracles and misfortunes on a full moon”
Tag Archives: life
the dream
the dream me, an ex girlfriend, hotel bedroom, old frail man, treasure in the dirt and stone portal i would like to describe a dream i had on tuesday/wednesday night 29 Mar last and which has had a profound effect on me i was in a luxurious hotel with my ex…. we were not closeContinue reading “the dream”
making an exhibition of myself
i will be making an exhibition of myself on fb, insta, youtube, twitch and twitter this week on wed, fri and sun, 8pm irish time http://www.facebook.com/fionntainto wet your appetite i would like to expand on my recent facebook post about manifestation ‘The secret to manifesting what you desire is steering you straight in the face’Continue reading “making an exhibition of myself”
what’s going on ?
who tells the first willow leaves to appear…. does the sun pull itself out of bed…. does the thrush build her nest all on her own….. well done everyone we’re all doing a fabulous job seemingly i will be appearing solo and live on facebook, instagram, youtube, twitter and twitch sunday 26 mar 8pm gmt….Continue reading “what’s going on ?”
heavy emotions do ‘we’ need to ‘heal’ ‘them’
heavy emotions have been my key to something that looks like happiness, i faced them, felt them, named them and loved them, the longings, traumas and fears, uncertainties, frustrations and jealousy, which arise for me more intensely in close relationships…. in this practice of facing, naming and loving them, i was ‘doing’ something to ‘them’,Continue reading “heavy emotions do ‘we’ need to ‘heal’ ‘them’”
returning to fb live on the equinox next monday 20th march 8pm gmt
you are very welcome to join in next monday 20 march, the equinox, at 8pm gmt on facebook live and other platforms
MESSAGE from FIONNTÁIN
There is love in the world because there is fear. There is light in the world because there is dark. You can’t ever know one without the other. Tip too much into either arena and you are lost. We must maintain balance, it’s the natural law. Too much wind and the branch breaks ‘Our virtuesContinue reading “MESSAGE from FIONNTÁIN”
Full Moon and Sun Revelation
NEWS FROM FIONNTÁIN
INTROIn this dimension, in every moment there is change. You are not the same person as you were when you started reading this. And so this is the case here in my forest and on my land, change, everyday is different. The summer opens up to something new. Volunteers are returning and work continues on the danceContinue reading “NEWS FROM FIONNTÁIN”
The Fire of Imbolc 2020
IMBOLC is an ancient festival, one of the 4 great festivals of our ancestors celebrating the cycle of Life and Death: Imbolc, Pregnancy 1Feb, Bealtaine, New Life 1May, Lúnasa, Harvest 1Aug and Samhain, Death 1Nov. Imbolc is an Irish word meaning ‘in belly’, which for me honours pregnancy, pregnancy in all sentient beings, as weContinue reading “The Fire of Imbolc 2020”
Life is everchanging
Life is ever changing, stretching, reimagining itself and it feels to me today, as the balance tips in favour of brighter days in the northern hemisphere, that we all are invited to fulfill our true potential of unimaginable proportions by befriending the wave of change that is our essence. Today this video for me marksContinue reading “Life is everchanging”
Breath
Today my body is financially stressed, I breathe Today my body feels despair, I breathe Today its hard to relax, I breathe Today some say the universe is transmitting waves of healing clearing transforming energy never before experienced on this planet, I breathe Today I acknowledge that whatever I feel I am feeling also onContinue reading “Breath”
Nothing is Sacred Anymore
The best possible you
Inspired by all the experiences of my life, the deepest recesses of my soul and the words of the wonderful teacher and guide, Matt Kahn Thanks to Fotor for the fabulous poster creating software
My Body, My Tummy and My Food
I write to share with you a clear breakthrough, a shift i have experienced in my body thanks to all the love, my love, to the love of the whole world, and to the love in the heart of Matt Kahn and the guidance he shares with all. It is particularly inspired byContinue reading “My Body, My Tummy and My Food”
The Beauty of Sex
The birds and the bees dont need any manual, any one to teach them the techniques of effortless, natural, pleasurable sex, so why do we? What we face, when we come face to face with another, is ourselves. I dare myself, i dare you, i dare everyone to come face to face with our true selvesContinue reading “The Beauty of Sex”
Sometimes we have to go backwards to move forward.
Deep down we all aspire to be the best that we can be, we all aspire to live the best life we can live. Right now we may feel very frustrated because its not flowing, there are complications, hold ups. I wanted to write to you to reassure you that all is ok. Sometimes weContinue reading “Sometimes we have to go backwards to move forward.”
The Dead
In these days of the dead, Día de Muertos, All Souls day, the contining rememberings of Samhain, i celebrate all the dimensions of being, the physical, the spiritual, the light the dark, life and death. I celebrate everything for all is love. Particularly today i celebrate all my wonderful ancestors whose hearts still beat inContinue reading “The Dead”
I AM, 2
I AM, 2 I am static I am flow I am fast I am slow I am black I am white I am day I am night I am ugly I am beauty I am bland I am cutie I am cryptic and obscure I am dirty and i’m pure I am good IContinue reading “I AM, 2”
As You Desire
You are life at noon Death at midnight You ebb and go Resist and flow As you desire
LOVE IS LIFE IS LOVE
I’m not pleading on my knees, praying to some separate god for forgiveness and peace. Yes! I did one day, lost in some strange way No! I’m co-creating my life, our life, this life, with you, one in abundance, in free flowing love. And on the way i have encountered blocks, unease, people i didContinue reading “LOVE IS LIFE IS LOVE”
Calling all Singers & Musicians, Male & Female
My voyage through the world of music, sound, song and dance continues. My true sound has been dormant long and is slowly re-emerging. My lifes purpose can be described in part: to share with people everywhere, the song and dance of my mind and body, heart and soul I’m looking for singers and musicians to joinContinue reading “Calling all Singers & Musicians, Male & Female”
IS IT THE CASE ?
On Thursday morning 10 July 2014, I woke completely unaware I was celebrating Thor, the God Of Thunder (whyever he got such good press, I don’t know), and found that I could not remember the specific dream I had…. and then as I wrote I asked myself ‘but what of the great on-going dream…..’ Continue reading “IS IT THE CASE ?”
IT’S ALWAYS ME
No matter what I do, where I go, who I meet, what age I am, what I call myself, whether I succeed or fail, I always seem to be the same person. This sea is crossed, that mountain is climbed, this is where I live, that is where I used to live, this depression isContinue reading “IT’S ALWAYS ME”
May
I continue to be amazed at the great winds of energy that blow through me during the great Celtic/pre-Christian festivals of the year. Bealtaine for me, which I have written about in a recent blog was no exception. On the first of May, I renewed my commitment to music, to which the universe responded to by sendingContinue reading “May”
Bealtaine
Why am I drawn so much to these ancient festivals of life. I don’t know. But I do know I love the ritual, the symbolic marking of a change in the seasons. I feel it in my bones, which im getting in touch with much more these days. I feel in my heart. The sunsContinue reading “Bealtaine”
The Body’s Bursting with New Life Again (ode to the spring equinox)
And my body feels it all, Is joyful with it all, Is resisting it all, Is bursting through it all. Please be with my body in this pregnant moment of such potent, Tipping the equatorial balance in favour of bliss. Please be with my emotions in this pregnant moment of such potent, Tipping the equatorial balanceContinue reading “The Body’s Bursting with New Life Again (ode to the spring equinox)”
THE GREATEST, THE BRAVEST, THE MOST BEAUTIFUL
‘And now stays faith, hope, love, these three; but the greatest of these is love.’ St pauls letter to the corinthians 13:13 Who is the bravest, the fairest, who is the greatest, what is the greatest? Are not all men and women equal in the sight of god. Are not all things equal in theContinue reading “THE GREATEST, THE BRAVEST, THE MOST BEAUTIFUL”
The power in the changing of the seasons.
Last December Solstice, the darkest night, I completed my first ebook called Aschouving, pushing the publish button at the beautiful stone circle at Lough Gur, near Limerick, Ireland. At the Spring equinox I wrote a poem called ‘Ode to the Spring Equinox’, what else!! Summer solstice manifested a fantastic song called ‘I can’t fly’ inspiredContinue reading “The power in the changing of the seasons.”
Watch “Louis C.K. Hates Cell Phones” on YouTube
One of the best ‘fucking’ interviews I’ve heard
Voices In My Head
I watched a wonderful talk in the TED series given by Eleanor Longden which touched me very deeply. She spoke of her childhood abuse, hearing disturbing voices in her head as a young adult, dealing with psychiatric misdiagnosis and further abuse and thru the help of compassionate loving people finding the power within to healContinue reading “Voices In My Head”
Breath
‘I wont be holding my breath.’ ‘Breathtaking.’ ‘Take a breather.’ ‘Save your breath.’ All these common phrases suggest lives lived in tension, high in the chest, keeping control of the breath. We breathe as little as possible for fear of something too blissful too wonderful, too electrifying, too magnetic, too much like heaven. Breathe easyContinue reading “Breath”
The Light
I post this message from my mountain retreat in the Glen of Aherlow, Tipperary. The light is fading and the sounds of distant motors are ever present. The clouds brush along the ridge of ancient Crotta Cliach. The light is still fading. What then do I need? Only to breathe and smile, be and receive,Continue reading “The Light”
The Power Game
To paraphrase Marianne Williamson, it’s not my darkness I’m most afraid of (I’ve been fumbling freely about in the dark for many years now) it’s my light. To paraphrase Jesus, instead of loving my light and placing it on the table top for all to see, I’ve hidden it from view. This has been changing, graduallyContinue reading “The Power Game”
Boxing the Sun
Fantasy
Oh Jesus i’m tired, tired of trying Trying to control certainty in unpredictability Give me fantasy All that i want i have Let me live in fantasy All the pleasure i can dream is mine I will follow the instincts and intuition of my omnipotent heart and only my omnipotent heart And live On thisContinue reading “Fantasy”
Stillness
hi June the 21st this year was a high energy day for me, lots going on in my house, don’t know whether it was the time of year or what, but it was all good. In the midst of all the activity I took this video of my latest poem. You’ll find a transcript ofContinue reading “Stillness”
Worship
‘All forms of worship and devotion are the inappropriate substitute for the devotion we all feel for god’ Russell Brand quoting a Swami One might also say: All forms of worship and devotion are the inappropriate substitute for the devotion we all feel for ourselves, our true selves Jesus said something like ‘LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOURContinue reading “Worship”
YOU ARE THE LIGHT OF THE WORLD!
Matthew 5:14-16 English Standard Version (ESV) “You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden. Nor do people light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on a stand, and it gives light to all in the house. In the same way, let your light shineContinue reading “YOU ARE THE LIGHT OF THE WORLD!”
I AM
I am the sun that dances through the skies, bouncing on the moon, a mavericks high noon I am that moon too, I am, and though I’ve forgotten why, I’ve shoved and pushed and kicked myself higher and higher in the sky, tired I am the day which I now shall stretch and the treesContinue reading “I AM”
The Body’s Bursting with New Life Again (ode to the spring equinox 2013)
It is said by some that at such times as these, ie the changing of the seasons, the veil between the seen and unseen, the world and the underworld, the human and the little people, becomes more transparent….a time of heightened energy. In recent months I have become very interested in the old irish ‘feel’Continue reading “The Body’s Bursting with New Life Again (ode to the spring equinox 2013)”
Inner Peace
If you can start the day without caffeine, If you can always be cheerful, ignoring aches and pains, If you can resist complaining and boring people with your troubles, If you can eat the same food every day and be grateful for it, If you can understand when your loved ones are too busy toContinue reading “Inner Peace”
IT’S ALWAYS ME
No matter what I do, where I go, who I meet, what age I am, what I call myself, whether I succeed or fail, I always seem to be the same person. This sea is crossed, that mountain is climbed, this is where I live, that is where I used to live, this depression isContinue reading “IT’S ALWAYS ME”
The God Song inspired by Wilfred Pelletier and Ted Poole
Wherever you are is home. And the earth is paradise. Wherever you set your feet is holy ground………. You don’t live off like a parasite. You live in it and it in you, Or you dont survive, Or you dont survive And that is the only worship, Of god there ever is, The one aboveContinue reading “The God Song inspired by Wilfred Pelletier and Ted Poole”