How we respond to the World around us can only be a reflection of how we respond to the World within us 

Sovereignty is our essence. We are born Sovereign Beings. No nation can confer Sovereignty on itself. A Nation is only as Sovereign as its citizens have realised, honoured and celebrated their own innate Divine Sovereignty.  

On the morning of the 4th of May last, in that zone of revelation between sleeping and waking, I felt strong emotions arising in my body, a fear of the future and a deep desire for sexual union. How are these emotions related, how are they relevant to the subject, what do these emotions and any emotion have to teach us. How can emotions guide your response to the many questions facing our World at this time? This message wishes to reveal how facing our emotions, feeling our emotions and loving our emotions is a radical commitment creating a portal to a New Earth 

Emotions do not define you, but our bodies have grown accustomed to feeling that emotions are energies which represent a part of our character ‘for better or for worse’. When things are worse, we feel we are responsible in some way, perhaps we have sinned and we must do penance, issues have arisen that we must deal with, avoid them, scold them, try to get rid of them, reject them, get angry and frustrated because of them, satisfy them and so on, all the various ways we have been trained subconsciously to deal with life’s ‘problems’. My journey has constantly reminded me that emotions are not me. I Am here simply to Love the emotions as the Sovereign Divine Being I truly Am

Along with most of our brothers and sisters across the globe, we here in Ireland on a political level, are now subject to guidelines and regulations that mainly come from international organisations. Most of us have become used to taking orders from authority, parents, teachers, management, church leaders, and national governments. We are rarely ever introduced to the Sovereignty of our Souls. Giving our power away is so ingrained in us we don’t realise it. The governments that we elect will therefore also reflect this powerlessness and in turn, when faced with international issues, will respond by giving their power away to the bigger more authoritative looking and sounding international institution. It is the inevitable result of the way we have been brought up. With much of the world’s economy having been locked down for so long, world debt, which was already quite large, has grown to vast proportions. How do we respond?

A loving, egalitarian, environmentally conscious society is my vision. It is a vision i have held since my youth but only in recent years have been able to make it my own. In my youth, my vision became clouded with heavy emotional need. Yearning for love, i was driven to desperation. Whilst on the one hand keeping alive my vision of utopia and prepared to be the powerful person I Am, on the other I was addicted to subconscious patterns of seeking Love from others, particularly women, and thus continually gave my Power, my Sovereignty away. My subconscious is not interested in my plans, visions and dreams. It has its own agenda and although full of flaws, it nonetheless is extremely clever in the way it manipulates life in its favour. I found myself in a roman catholic marriage with all its inherent religious and societal values requiring assimilation, the strength of which I was totally unaware of as i signed the register 

The marriage, which i am very thankful for, ended, thankful for all the subconscious patterns it allowed me to face. Thanks too for all the restrictive collective subconscious patterns accumulated since conception which have taken a big toll on my body and on the body of the collective. A search for a new way of living, whilst trying to keep a roof over my head added a new emotion to my repertoire, fear of destitution. Although exhausted by so much emotion, my body’s awareness of my Divine presence was growing strong. I was being forced to choose. Since childhood I had heard those golden words ‘the kingdom of heaven is within’ and ‘love your neighbour, as you love yourself’. But i had very little connection with my inner world until i started dating women. With each new relationship, a difficult truth was slowly dawning, seeping through the cracks, relationships couldn’t fulfill the impossible dream of happily ever after that was still lingering in my bones. Now there seemed no other choice, I had to learn to face it all and love it all. The Love i had yearned for was me, this is what i kept hearing and then falling again and then rising to hear it again, and know it again and remember it again and fall and rise again. Love is the only answer and Love is within. From the seeming dread of unfulfilled desire i now rise above the dark clouds and see more clearly than ever before my desire for sexual union, for companionship, is simply another emotion yearning for my Love. I am a walking, talking, breathing manifestation of the union of Our Father in Heaven and Our Mother on Earth. I am Perfection. I am Love. I Am Divine. The unimaginable. The indescribable. Feeling unfulfilled is not a failure, is not a problem, is not an aberration, I have not sinned, penance is not required, there is nothing wrong with me, my looks, my hair, my style, my odour, my personality are not the issues. Feeling unfulfilled is simply an experience that the Divine I Am has orchestrated so beautifully, to see itself from a different perspective, to expand and create a new vista of Love. Now that it is seen for what it is, the masks have been removed and it can take a deep breath, smile and rest in peace 

Fears are our abandoned children, left outside on our doorsteps waiting to be let back in. We are called to reach out to them again, to open our hearts to them, speak with them and when I speak with them, what do they ask for? They chiefly want me to breathe and relax. And what happens when you breathe and relax? You step into the true you, that is always here, your Divine Self, your Spirit Self, your Sovereign Self, a dimension of life you can feel and Love and choose.

And so it was that on the morning of the 4th of May last in that zone of revelation between sleeping and waking, when strong emotions arose in my body looking for reassurance and Love, i turned my gaze to them and spoke with them, my friends and I thanked them for allowing me to see the Love that I Am. I could feel them in my gut. We smiled. They have shown me that the only response that truly matters is Love. They themselves don’t fully appreciate that, but they sense somehow that I have a presence that will not avoid them, scold them, try to get rid of them, reject them, get angry and frustrated because of them, satisfy them in an unsatisfactory manner and so on, a presence in which they will get space just to be themselves and relax, have a breather, feel for the first time that they are welcomed and wanted, feel that they could become so Light they simply fly back home, home to someplace they are gradually remembering, home to where they have come from, back home to Love

Emotions, you are our friends, you have come to help us, help us to realise the Divine beings that we all are. Thank you

Our governments are facing new issues. Restrictions appear to be easing yet unprecedented debt will need to be addressed. I am very grateful for these issues for they force me to make the choice, a precious golden choice, am I going to choose fear, am i going to allow fear to have free reign? Am i going to stand idly by and watch our grieving abandoned child of fear run amuck, or am I going to stand as the wonderful parent I Am? They force us all, if force be the way we have orchestrated it, to make the precious golden choice, are we going to continue to give our power away and let others decide how we are going to govern ourselves or are we going to stand as the powerful Divine Beings that we already are, each one a jewel in the Crown of the Kingdom of Heaven, each one of us a Royal Sovereign State, that remembers where we have come from and that knows all is well, and always will be well, dead or alive?  

No matter how many human rights you wish to address, no matter how brilliant the plans you possess, no matter how radically you wish to express, if your relationship with yourself is not at ease, ie, your relationship with your emotions, you will only bring your baggage to bear down on all your dreams and suffocate them. And so in responding to our nation and to our world in these changing times, I know deep in my heart that any talk of revolution or a new world or a better way of living are nothing without LOVE. LOVE is the only revolution and even more, LOVE has already won.

‘If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a ringing gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have absolute faith so as to move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing’ St Paul’s letter to the Corinthians

Our World is called to look within, each individual taking responsibility for the emotions that arise in their bodies, feel them and Love them as the Divine Parents we all are, Divine Beings in human form, a reflection of our Sovereign Divine Mother Earth in Union with our Sovereign Divine Father Heaven. Emotions now transformed, will express as emotions of Love and Light, beacons of unending fun and relaxation for all who still labour in darkness. This will be a portal to a New Earth, a portal which already exists, a portal which has been within you all along. Amen!! Alleluia and it is so 🙂  

I wish to acknowledge all the Guides who have supported these realisations and helped the creation of this portal to a New Earth. Specifically i would like to thank Matt Kahn whose energy has pointed me within to the Divine I Am. Also i would like to thank all the intimate relationships that i have experienced and that have aroused my body, mind and spirit to see who I really Am. Thank you covid19, these insights have been fine tuned in the extended periods of alone time i have experienced because of restrictions associated with your presence. As Matt would say ‘everything is here to help us’. And finally, i would like to thank you for reading.

May you and the whole World be blessed with Love and Light and it is already so. Amen!! Alleluia 🙂

Published by fionntáin

In 2005 i had a profound spiritual experience leading me to record my debut album, ‘Under the Great Shady Tree’. I have faced depression, sadness, anger, jealousy, guilt, sexual craving, loss, grief, disapproval, fear, loneliness and many other emotions and have found the strength within to keep going. In 2015 i had another profound spiritual experience which opened my heart wider still, and allows me today to see that everything we experience is here to help us. Today i have left most of the modalities i have practiced in the past and live with the ever increasing knowing that I am the creator of my reality. I am the only one.


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